MAJOR PAIN!!!!!!

Here's the thing....i've been thru 2 previous c-sec n the pain is bearable. I mean within 1 week i was fine already and climbing upstairs. But this time OMG...i can hardly walk.

I was late for my operation appointment (hehehe fashionable so) n waltz into the changing room with confidence (hah!) n was immediately wheeled into the OT where my good Dr. Lim is waiting since 9am and it was already 10am. The doc asked me twice if i prefer full anaesthetic (GA) or epidural and a wise woman like me would surely answer GA!!!!!! (coward). I simply can't handle epidural. I have an overactive imagination and u don't have to inflict the pain on me, with just the sight of things being done onto my poor belly is enuf to freak me out of the epidural n then the Doc would have to knock me out anyways. Just imagine a giant needle being poked into ur spine?????

I tried to put on my brave face so to say but my heart thumped like its gonna burst out already.

My hubby managed to gv a crash course to the nurse on handling our camcorder..so yes the ordeal was recorded. My hubby was not allowed into the OT huhuhu..but i know he was relieved.

I woke up to the sound of the doc's voice calling my name n my hubby's kiss on my forehead. And after that painnnnnnnnnnnnnn......... My hubby told me our baby is so fair...unlike his older bros.

i'm gonna stop here for now, sitting down too long also gv me some discomfort.